After our first time, down by the river, when the fierceness that had come over us for each other in the back of my van was relieved. You asked me to walk down the path to the river’s edge with you. We took our shoes off on the stony shore and walked carefully into the river together almost up to our knees. Still sweaty from our heated session, the cool of the water on my skin was utterly refreshing. You bent down and scooped water into your cupped hands and splashed your face and hair, slicking back your brown hair with your wet hands. I smiled watching you, this place, feeling like your element, you feeling like a love I hadn’t seen in a while. I knew this wasn’t possible intellectually, I know I have never met you before. But, somehow you aren’t a stranger to me. These thoughts came and went in a moment and only a moment later I was splashing my own face with the cool river water and sighing in its relief on my hot sweaty skin. 

“We should go swimming sometime, I know a few really good swimming holes I can show you.” you say to me as we still wade knee high in the water, just looking around us, listening to the river flow. “I would really love that, I love to swim.” I answered. You looked over at me and smiled, splashing your face and your hands through your hair again standing firm on the stones, tan cargo pants rolled up to your knees.I thought to myself how handsome you looked when you did that.

 After a couple minutes of comfortable silence, both of us taking in this space we are in together, you look at me and say something quite peculiar. “You know? There is something about you that feels so familiar, like I know you from somewhere. Like we have met before.” A bit taken back, I answered you, “I, I was thinking the same thing, that’s so weird.” You smiled again, Why do I love the way you smile at me? I don’t even know you. Why do I feel this adoration from you when I just fucked you like a slut in the back of my van the day after meeting you? I ask myself.

 “I have to get going, let’s head back up.” you say with a slight disappointment in your tone. I grab my shoes and walk just in front of you up the path. Halfway up you smack my ass and I look back and grin at you to catch a glimpse of the lust in your eyes for me. I moan quietly to myself as I walk ahead. Meeting at our cars, it’s time for us to say goodbye. Just the day before when I met you I wasn’t comfortable to kiss you but right now It’s all I want to do. I hug you goodbye and as I pull myself away our lips pressed together without hesitation. I have no idea what has just happened within the last 24 hours within me, but almost suddenly this strange feeling of “reconnection”, sparked. When I kissed you I could feel you in my essence. 

We pulled away to say goodbye, both of us beaming at each other with this present feeling of having to tear myself apart from you to walk away towards my van. I look over at you before both of us get into the car just to see you smile at me one more time, almost as if I had a need to take a photograph with my eyes and mind before leaving. My phone chimed and before you had even left the parking lot you sent me a little smiley face and told me how much you enjoyed me. Something I learned you would always do when you left me. Without my smile leaving my face, I drove off to head home. 

What the heck just happened to me? I thought to myself. I pondered trying to grasp at any understanding of how you could feel so close to me, so familiar. I replayed the scenario over and over again all the way home. I was already aching for you, missing your presence, experiencing this deep need for you. I called my girlfriend and told her I had no idea how I could even miss you already, right after leaving you. I tried desperately to get you off my mind but it was as useless as shoveling sand into the ocean waves. I finally texted you how I was feeling and you said “ I know, me too. I’m craving you.” We already made a plan for you to come to my bed the next night after the kids went to sleep. I could hardly wait.

I started the kids’ bedtime prompt and early, in hopes I could get everyone to bed by 8:30 and shower before you get there for 9:00. The kids passed out, had everyone in bed and I quickly got ready for you to come. Shower, shaved and wearing my short burgundy night dress that I just bought. I waited nervously and excited, looking out my kitchen window towards the street until I saw headlights pull up and stop on the curb and park in front of the house. I was sure it was you and I heard a “ding” on my phone and when I checked you texted me, “I’m here.” “Walk down the driveway.” I text back. 

I felt flush as I put my phone down and quietly opened the door. I walked partly down the driveway to greet you in my bare feet on this lovely, warm summer night in mid July. I watched you walk towards me with your hands in your pocket so calm and adorable, of course you were smiling. Seeing your smile makes me beam at you and simultaneously makes something spin in the pit of my stomach. We walked carefully inside and up the stairs to my bedroom. I felt your eyes on my ass as you followed me up the stairs. Grinning and biting my lip, I can feel how badly you want to take me. You lift my dress and squeeze my ass before getting to the top, groaning to yourself. 

We quietly stepped into my room and locked the door behind us. A flood of desire for each other filled the room as we made eye contact, immediately moving close to each other face to face. Our lips fiercely pressed together and we pulled our bodies into each other deeply. I kissed you like I had known you a lifetime, my lover, I somehow missed you without knowing you. You spun me around and in between kisses and bites on my neck and shoulders you took your shirt off, then my dress up over my head.From behind you grabbed my breasts and I could feel your hard cock under your pants on my ass. Spinning me back around to face you, our bare chests now touching and kissing each other deeply. You squeeze my ass and hold me tightly.

 I start to move my hands down to undo your belt then unzip your jeans. You help me pull them off your hips as they fall to the floor, exposing you in just your tight briefs with your hard cock bulging. I look down at it, then up at you and smile while I kiss you gently and I moan. Slowly I pull off your briefs past your cock causing it to spring up once it’s released. Kissing me still, you press your cock between my thighs, wrap your arms around me and align my back towards my bed. Without moving your lips from mine you slowly walk me backwards until I feel my thighs touch the edge of my bed. I feel your fingers tracing down my left hip, down my thigh then up until I suddenly feel them touching my pussy. Swiftly, you slide your finger inside me and I let out a moan into your lips. Sliding a second finger into me, you move them in and out of me faster and I feel myself start to swell, ready to explode. I cummed hard all over your hand, dripping down my legs. You groaned in pleasure of quickly making me orgasm and soaking wet. 

You push me backwards to roll me onto my back and quickly put your hands on the bed on both sides of me and lean in to kiss me again. As you start climbing onto the bed, I slide myself towards the headboard at the same time while we kiss so passionately, never letting our lips let go of the other. All of the sudden, you press your hard cock into me without even using your hands and I throw my head back in a gasping moan. You push slow and deep until I have taken you completely and you put your lips to mine again. Our eyes meet and I wrap my legs around you, take my hands to run my fingers through your hair while you move in and out of me slowly, moaning into your mouth. My pussy already so wet from the anticipation of you, your fingers and now even more so by the second, while I feel you deep inside me. Suddenly, I felt a burning inside me, a fury for you. Our eyes are still locked, searching each other’s faces, speaking to each other without words. My hands gripping your hair, we start to kiss each other wildly, my lips, cheeks, forehead, you kiss my nose, a place nobody has ever kissed me before. The feeling this sent through my body caused me to close my eyes in a smile and like the inside of me was being enveloped in a warm hug.

Your cock couldn’t penetrate me any deeper but you feel deeper than you were before, as if my soul is twisting into yours. It’s dancing and spinning. We breathe heavily while we kiss, rubbing our cheeks together, grazing your face with mine like an animal with another. We move together rhythmically. Then I hear your moans, you start to give short hard thrusts while you kiss me all over my face, biting my lip, biting my neck. I’m synchronized with my hip thrusts to yours, legs still tightly wrapped around you.With loud groans you let go deep inside of me. Still with your lips to mine until your very last pulse. You fall to my side. All we can do is breathe heavily and smile. We cuddle for a while until you have to head home.

 I walk you to your car and kiss you goodbye. By the time I get to my phone inside and check it you sent me a smiley face before you even drive off. If I couldn’t get you off my mind the day before, now it’s utterly impossible. I could barely sleep that night, almost confused as to what is happening to me and who is this man to me really? Did we just…make love? I text you the next day, we mention how intense the night before was, and we both realized that we couldn’t call it “fucking”. “I think we made love last night.” I said to you hesitantly, nervous how you would take that. “I think you are right.” You said in pure agreement.