Author: Jill
CuckQueen
The desire grows in me each day. Embarrassed to admit it but craving it as if I always desired it. A new found need to explore. How did these thoughts enter my mind? A jealous and insecure creature I was. Never trusting, never satisfied, always fearful and always believing you wanted someone else. Who you…
Ish
What is the difference between non-monogamish and monogamish? What happened to monogamy vs polygamy? All these new terms are constantly popping up. Is one right or wrong? Does it have to be? Why have we gone from this monogamous society to one that now often calls monogamy toxic? I would say monogamy is no more…
Sex Drive
A man asked me an interesting question yesterday. He asked me how women can shut off their need for sex. He was explaining that when he feels the desire for sexual contact and orgasm he isn’t satisfied until he receives it. This man was wanting to understand why women are different. My response was “women…
Worthy
The realization hits me. It tears at my soul and drops my countenance to the floor. I begin to sob. Could it be true? Do I truly believe I am worthy of nothing? I don’t deserve to be served. To even sit if someone in the room is in need of anything from me. Why…
Unashamed
There are so many thoughts in my head this morning. So many things I could write about. But there is this voice shouting with pleasure “I am not ashamed!” There is peace and stillness within me around that voice. Within the realization that it is true, I am not ashamed. I am not ashamed I…
Flesh to Flesh
I am preparing my body for you. Taking my time washing and shaving. Enjoying the feel as I apply oil to my freshly shaven skin. I take my time to dry my hair, brushing it to perfection. Picking the perfect sexy outfit that I know will drive you wild with desire. Today I choose the…