writings
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Permission
We walked through the narrow dimly lit corridor to a large room with only a black leather couch, and a vast mirror on the wall behind it. You motioned me to sit down on the couch. As we settled next to each other, men came piling into the room with us. My heart pounded in
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A Slut For You
The fantasies in my head, since I was young. Gang bangs and glory holes, being used like a living doll without choice over what happens to me, a set of holes. Being made to take strangers and follow directions. The list goes on in my deeply depraved mind. When I met you, all I had
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Pouring Rain
On this night, it poured harder than any normal rainstorm. The kind of storm that takes you by surprise as it sweeps through, that puts you in awe of its strength and presence. I was quietly sitting in my art studio, the lights off except for the ambient light from the hallway overhead lamps. this
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You Own Me Daddy
There was something about your beautifully deep and depraved mind that completely captivated me. Where did you come from? You were unsuspecting, serendipitous. The happenchance that we would cross paths was narrow, which intrigues me to you all the more. Instantly our messages to one another were wild, infinitely imaginative, a mind to rival mine. It’s
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I Think We Made Love
After our first time, down by the river, when the fierceness that had come over us for each other in the back of my van was relieved. You asked me to walk down the path to the river’s edge with you. We took our shoes off on the stony shore and walked carefully into the





